Help lyrics - Deaf Havana

 Feeling like I fell by the wayside

And I can't get back up

Turning 31 doesn't feel right

And I still think of

When I was too young to be jaded by anything

But those days are unfamiliar

Now it's all done and I've wasted 20 years

I should have chose sleep over staying up

But I'm defenceless

I couldn't find peace in the darkness

So I numb the senses

Falling so deep, couldn't stop if I wanted to

Who should I believe?

Feeling so weak, gave up then I lost you

Am I dead or dreaming?

I'm too low to be alone

And my head is an ocean of misery

So call for help or let me go out on my own

My head is an ocean of misery

Let me go out on my own

Crying out for a lifeline

But I won't hold my breath

I'm hard to be around sometimes

And I won't forget

When I was beat up, broke down and burnt out

You helped me to my feet again

I was never there, you were never a friend

I'm too low to be alone

And my head is an ocean of misery

I'm too low to be alone yeah

So call for help or let me go out on my own

My head is an ocean of misery

Let me go out on my own

I'm drowning again

Calling for help, please let me in

Please let me in

Try being me

'Cause my head is an ocean of misery

And I'm drowning in defeat

Try being me

'Cause my head is an ocean of misery

Is an ocean of misery