Pocari Sweat lyrics - Deaf Havana
I was on a bridge in Singapore, thinking of jumping
But then I looked up at the skyline, and it reminded me of London
Used to be my home, now it's a place I can't afford
To live in anymore and it's all my fault
You can't really be homesick when your whole life's a mess
Getting sick of my drinking? Well I couldn't care less
I fell asleep on a plane and I dreamt that we fell to our deaths
Then I woke up alone and upset
Lost count of the airports 'cause I drink to forget
Try to throw up for good luck but I've got nothing left
Jumped out of the car for a bottle of Pocari Sweat
Good god this is as low as it gets
How the hell do I come back from this?
19dreams lyrics - Deaf Havana
It's been a minute since we believed
It's been a while since I could see
That we were all on it, we felt it honestly
I've been looking for ways to live
I've been knocked back I've left myself
To give it up and try to keep this alive
Cause time ticks on, people die
Some of us get stuck in here left behind
As we find grey hairs, change our clothes
It leaves us to wonder where in hell life goes
We're all getting jaded, losing our will
I can't help myself from wondering still:
Are we chasing the same dreams I had when I was 19?
When I was 19?
When I was 19?
When I was 19?
Are we chasing that dream?
Calm down, come down
Try and pick your head up off the ground
Cause round and round and round yeah
Won't do us any good
Cause time ticks on and life drives by
Friends feel like a portrait of a different time
When you had long hair and boundless hopes
Sewn up in your three minutes of rock and roll
But we all got jaded, lost our will
I can't help myself from wondering still:
Are we chasing the same dreams I had when I was 19?
When I was 19?
When I was 19?
When I was 19?
Are we chasing that dream?
Are we chasing that dream?
I might feel dead to the world
It's just another day
Is this my time drawing close
I'll find some other way...
To keep it going cause I'm afraid
That I've seen my death and I've felt it all subside
Maybe I've lost it, maybe we've lost it
Cause time ticks on, people die
I feel like I'm stuck in here left behind
I've found grey hairs, changed my clothes
I've been left to wonder where did my youth go?
We've all been getting jaded, I've lost my will
I can't help myself from wondering still:
Are we chasing the same dreams I had when I was 19?
When I was 19?
When I was 19?
When I was 19?
Are we chasing that dream?
Are we chasing that dream?
What did this mean, when I was 19?
When I was 19?
When I was 19?
I Put You Through Hell lyrics - Deaf Havana
I put you through hell
But don't you know I was right there as well
I've been down so many times I just can't tell you
The choices I made that just fell through
'Cause I've been thinking
That I was the worst of us
And I was never the first to trust myself
In any place that I could fuck things up
'Cause it's my fault you've always had enough
Of my hell
Stay up
Make up
Waste it away
Hold on
I'm gone
Make it okay
Until the morning
Comes and leaves me dry
I can only try
To leave this piece of me behind
Go ahead and leave it out
I don't need reminding what I was like
I know I wasn't right
Is it all a waste of time?
Am I just chasing good trips that went bad?
Feels like they're all I ever had
Stay up
Make up
Waste it away
Hold on
I'm gone
Make it okay
Until the morning
Comes and leaves me dry
I can only try
To leave this piece of me behind
(Because I don't need it)
Stay up
Make up
Waste it away
Hold on
I'm gone
Make it okay
Until the morning
Comes and leaves me dry
I can only try
To leave this piece of me behind
(Because I don't need it)
Nevermind lyrics - Deaf Havana
I was living out of a box
You were reliving the years you missed out on
I don't believe in god
So I ain't got a shot at redemption
And I fell out of love again
Not with you but with living in general
I lost a lot of friends, never mind
'Cause I've been on a losing streak
My hearts made of stone and I can't trust my own damn feet
To show me the right way home
It's been a hell of a year
I'm struggling to see what the next one looks like
Without you here, my love
I never enough...
I was living in a haze
Trying to make strangers feel familiar
But I needed to get away
Leave it all behind
I travelled miles, travelled miles
To end up sleeping on your floor
Now I'm not sleeping well at all, anymore
'Cause I've been on a losing streak
My hearts made of stone and I can't trust my own damn feet
To show me the right way home
It's been a hell of a year
I'm struggling to see what the next one looks like
Without you here, my love
And every time I fall asleep
I see you in my dreams but then you're gone again
Yeah, you're gone again
I can't seem to shake you off
You're everything to me just like you've always been
Like you've always been
And even if I fall asleep for a second
I see you
I see you
I see you
'Cause I've been on a losing streak
My hearts made of stone and I can't trust my own damn feet
To show me the right way home
Its been a hell of a year
I'm struggling to see what the next one looks like
Without you here, my love
Without you here
Without you here
Without you here
And I will try to be alright
On The Wire lyrics - Deaf Havana
Could it ever be any more
Than just something I think about?
When my love feels low and my blood runs thin
I guess it's time to figure out
'Cause everything changes when the drugs run dry
And there's nothing between us
It's just bottles and bags and my tired hands
Getting over the staying up
'Cause I've been feeling older
As the nights rage
And the days roll
As the lights fade out
See me walking on a wire
Fallen down so many times
I've given up on moving higher (Higher, yeah)
I never wanted to leave you, but it's done now
You don't wanna believe me when I'm strung out
Still just walking on a wire
It's getting tighter, I'm getting tied up
(Mm, I'm getting tied up, yeah)
I've been thinking about the nights I never finished
What do they mean in time?
Staying wasted on the days, I couldn't face it
Thought I could balance on a line
But I can change
God, I've tried before
I've lost faith
And I can't lose more
See me walking on a wire
Fallen down so many times
I've given up on moving higher (Moving higher)
I never wanted to leave you, but it's done now
You don't wanna believe me when I'm strung out
Still just walking on a wire
It's getting tighter
So how could I survive
For a minute without the drive?
Every day to another class
If I could get out from my past
But I can't give it up yet
See me walking on a wire
Fallen down so many times
I've given up on moving higher
Yeah
See me walking on a wire
Fallen down so many times
I've given up on moving higher (Moving higher)
I never wanted to leave you, but it's done now
You don't wanna believe me when I'm strung out
Still just walking on a wire
It's getting tighter
I'm getting tied up
Trying/Falling lyrics - Deaf Havana
Is this hopeless? Would I cope less
Somewhere new? Without you
Out of focus, I've been low less
Without you I feel new
I'm still open, tired, hoping
I'll make it through without you
I'm scared I've wasted all this time until now
Where is the worth in these years, broken down?
I've watched the worst of it all stutter out
Maybe I'm no better, but I'm trying
I'm wired, I'm mired, I'm out here, all uninspired - underdone
I'm over, everything I've been over-hung for too long
I'd stay gone and wake up with a headache
Just laying all empty, for who's sake could I not make it?
I'm scared I've wasted all this time until now
Where is the worth in these years, broken down?
I've watched the worst of it all stutter out
Maybe I'm no better, but I'm trying
I'm trying
Wake me up, I've been falling
I'm falling, out of love
Wake me up, I've been falling
I'm falling, out of love
Wake me up, I've been falling
I'm falling, out of love
Wake me up, I've been falling
I'm falling, out of love
I'm scared I've wasted all this time until now
Where is the worth in these years, broken down?
I've watched the worst of it all stutter out
Maybe I'm no better, but I'm trying
Someone/Somewhere lyrics - Deaf Havana (feat. IDER)
You met me in the dark
I saw you from the train
I was wasted
You didn't look a thing like I remembered
Smiling like a kid
Hands were trembling
God what a mess I'm in
Stuck like a stranger
Stranded and nameless
Blissful and blameless
Is this when the pain kicks in?
I broke down when we got back to your house
If you can call it that
Just a makeshift room in ancient building
Covered in dust and the rain gets in through the ceiling
What have I done?
I shouldn't have come here I know
But I can't be alone...
See how we fall
After all we're just strangers
Keep me on call
Through it all
This love is faithless
I found hell
In a hotel room somewhere near the western border
All my demons stick around 'til the morning
And I must have fallen asleep
Because I woke up from the strangest dream
The ghost of you was haunting me
Nailing crosses to my feet
See how we fall
After all we're just strangers
Keep me on call
Through it all
This love is faithless
I've been crying out I'm trying to focus on the positives
In this but then
You break apart like porcelain
And I can't make you whole again
If you think this is a mess God you don't know the half of it
You never did
You break apart like porcelain
And I can't fix you
I didn't want to meet the people that you knew
But I gave in, caved, got wasted again
And played the good guy (At least I tried)
But I just wanted to die
Each glimmer of progress
Was drowned out by hopelessness
And a simple sadness so sincere
It filled my veins with fear
And I just wanted to run
To run from everything
Outrun my youth maybe shed my skin
Reverse the years of selfish sin
Climb back inside and start again
I'm done
Maybe in another life
We would be nothing but passers by
And even if I see you
You're just someone, somewhere in the dark...
Someone, somewhere in the dark
Someone, somewhere
Help lyrics - Deaf Havana
Feeling like I fell by the wayside
And I can't get back up
Turning 31 doesn't feel right
And I still think of
When I was too young to be jaded by anything
But those days are unfamiliar
Now it's all done and I've wasted 20 years
I should have chose sleep over staying up
But I'm defenceless
I couldn't find peace in the darkness
So I numb the senses
Falling so deep, couldn't stop if I wanted to
Who should I believe?
Feeling so weak, gave up then I lost you
Am I dead or dreaming?
I'm too low to be alone
And my head is an ocean of misery
So call for help or let me go out on my own
My head is an ocean of misery
Let me go out on my own
Crying out for a lifeline
But I won't hold my breath
I'm hard to be around sometimes
And I won't forget
When I was beat up, broke down and burnt out
You helped me to my feet again
I was never there, you were never a friend
I'm too low to be alone
And my head is an ocean of misery
I'm too low to be alone yeah
So call for help or let me go out on my own
My head is an ocean of misery
Let me go out on my own
I'm drowning again
Calling for help, please let me in
Please let me in
Try being me
'Cause my head is an ocean of misery
And I'm drowning in defeat
Try being me
'Cause my head is an ocean of misery
Is an ocean of misery
The Present Is A Foreign Land lyrics - Deaf Havana
I've been living in the present
As a foreign land, foreign land
Blurred, the days fly by, like road signs
I can't understand, understand
Wait up, I wanna take it all in
I don't see any future calling
I've lost a decade in a moment
Washed out before I even noticed
Wake up, you're not getting younger
What's time but pressure in a number?
Locked down and being left to wonder
If these hours will come back to haunt me
The past pummels me like an avalanche
I can't see, I can't breathe
Time's insidious disconnect
Eats away at me, totally yeah
Wait up, I wanna take it all in
I don't see any future calling
I've lost a decade in a moment
Washed out before I even noticed
Wake up, you're not getting younger
What's time but pressure in a number?
Locked down and being left to wonder
If these hours will come back to haunt me
Perhaps on another day, I might find some other way
To keep the fear in every second at the door
How can I reconcile this world that I don't recognise?
Nothing ever seems familiar anymore
Wait up, I wanna take it all in
I don't see any future calling
I've lost a decade in a moment
Washed out before I even noticed
Wake up, you're not getting younger
What's time but pressure in a number?
Locked down and no need to wonder
These hours are already haunting me
Kids lyrics - Deaf Havana
Coming to terms with things on a comedown
On a train across the city, that I no longer love
Taking me straight to the edge of our nowhere town
Oh, what a pity to see the lives we let go of
Thinking back on the summer
When that even meant anything
When I was a young man
Waiting for my life to begin
We were throwing stones at the sky
Aiming for the moon
Hitting the windows on the lighthouse
We gave up too soon
With the sand at my feet
The people around were the air that I breathed
We could stay young forever
Forever
Set fire to a cruel world
And the hearts of the cool girls
Sometimes I wonder where you've been
'Cause I heard you got sober, moved away
Then someone died and you were never the same again
Guess your time came and went
With the sand at my feet
The people around were the air that I breathed
We could stay young forever
Forever
Was it all in my mind?
'Cause everyone else grew older in time
I'll be alone forever
Forever
(Forever
Forever)
With the sand at my feet
The people around were the air that I breathed
We could stay young forever
Forever
With the sand at my feet (We were just kids)
The people around were the air that I breathed (We know nothing)
We could stay young forever (We were just kids)
Together
Was it all in my mind? (We were just kids)
'Cause everyone else grew older in time (We know nothing)
I'll be alone forever (We were just kids)
Together (We were just kids)
Who knew any better than this? (We were just kids)
All the hours spent wasted (We know nothing)
We were just kids (We were just kids)
We were just kids (We were just kids)
Who knew any better than this? (We were just kids)
All the hours spent wasted (We know nothing)
We were just kids (We were just kids)
We were just kids (We were just kids)
And you can, leave home, never look back
Change your names, cover your tracks
And you might get lost from time to time
'Cause you're still just a kid trying to survive
Going Clear lyrics - Deaf Havana
I don't know what's happening to me
I wake up soaking in my sheets
I do lines on the weekend
I do lines with my "real friends"
Don't you say a prayer for me
Sometimes I pray I die in my sleep
I do lines on the weekend
Lose time with my "real friends"
I gave up before I tried
Maybe I could tell it was over
Maybe I could tell it was over
I fall back behind my lies
Maybe I don't wanna be sober
Maybe I don't wanna be sober, yeah
So you just get lost
In the pages of the books you love
And inexpensive wine
Is keeping you numb for the mean time
And I always try to stumble home before you go to sleep
But the devil is calling me
I do lines on the weekend
I do lines with my "real friends"
I gave up before I tried
Maybe I could tell it was over
Maybe I could tell it was over
I fall back behind my lies
Maybe I don't wanna be sober
Maybe I don't wanna be sober, yeah
I could tell it was over, it was over
I could tell it was over, tell it was over
I don't know what's happening to me
I wake up soaking in my sheets
Lose time on the weekend
I gave up before I tried
Maybe I could tell it was over
Maybe I could tell it was over
I fall back behind my lies
Maybe I don't wanna be sober
Maybe I don't wanna be sober, yeah
Remember Me lyrics - Deaf Havana
Maybe I was a liar
I've been getting tired
I don't think I can get any higher
Look at the date, we've expired
I really wanted to make it work
But I broke first
Being driven round the bend
It all had to end
Cause it takes its toll
On the man I am, the man I should be
And it gets old
When I'm losing touch with what I can't see
Is it too late?
Because I can't take it, I can't take it home with me
I never wanted to be
Still here, just history
Call me naive
But I thought we'd be
Recognised in time
We were so blind
But I've just got to accept
That more time was spent
Chasing all the little things
God what we could have been
Cause it takes its toll
On the man I am, the man I should be
And it gets old
When I'm losing touch with what I can't see
Is it too late?
Because I can't take it, I can't take it home with me
I never wanted to be
Still here, just history
How will you
How will you
How will you remember me?
How will you
How will you
How will you remember me?
How will you
How will you
How will you remember me?
How will you
How will you
How will you remember me?
How will you
How will you
How will you remember me?
How will you
How will you
How will you remember me?
How will you
How will you
How will you remember me?
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