Sickago lyrics - Deaf Havana

I've been down too long
Dragging this out
And put it all down to shame
I've been smothered in doubt
And I've only got myself to blame
Spent a year unsure
What I started this for
Could've sworn it was to get away
And I question myself every other fucking day

Cause I've been trying
To find a way to begin
Cause I know you been
Yeah I know you've been dying
To get under my skin

I was sure if I let it all out
And put myself on the page
I could get in your head
And start to make room for change
But now I see that it's really just me
Who cares what I've got to say
And I question myself every other fucking day

Cause I've been trying
To find a way to begin
Cause I know you been
Yeah I know you've been dying
To get under my skin yeah

Wishing for someone else's life
Instead of living mine
I need a little time
I've been wishing for someone else's life
Instead of living mine
I need a little time

Cause I've been trying
To find a way to begin yeah
Cause I know you been
Yeah I know you've been dying
To get under my skin yeah